Wednesday, September 24, 2008

GOD'S PEACE IS AMAZING

THIS WEEKEND AS YOU KNOW A MAN FROM MICHIGAN CAME THAT IS REALLY UNWELCOME COMPANY AND MONDAY NIGHT I WAS DRIVING HOME FROM TUSTIN TO MY HOME WHICH IS ABOUT 20 MILES AND THIS MAN WAS FOLLOWING ME, WHICH MEANT HE MUST HAVE BEEN FOLLOWING ME ALL DAY OR ELSE HOW WOULD HE KNOW I WAS IN TUSTIN DOING A LESSON. AT FIRST I THOUGHT I WAS JUST BEING PARANOID BUT THEN I SAW IT WAS HIM. . I WAS CAREFUL BUT DID NOT GO INTO A PANIC ATTACK WHICH AS MOST OF YOU KNOW THAT IS GOD AT WORK NORMALLY THAT WOULD BE ENOUGH TO CAUSE PANIC IN ME. BUT I FELT A PEACE LIKE HE ONLY WANTS TO MESS WITH MY HEAD AND DOES NOT MEAN ME ANY PHYSICAL HARM , EITHER I AM LEARNING TO TRUST GOD MORE OR IM JUST CRAZY. BECAUSE NORMALLY I WOULD BE FREAKING OUT.

GOD HAS SHOWN HIMSELF FAITHFUL IN SO MANY AREAS OF MY LIFE LATELY, I THINK THIS MAN COMING WAS JUST A ATTACK OF THE ENEMY TO TRY TO MAKE ME DOUBT GOD..WELL NOT THIS TIME PAL GOD HAS BEEN TO FAITHFUL TO DOUBT HIM NOW. AM I SAYING LIFE IS PERFECT AND ALL MY BILLS ARE PAID HECK NO.... BUT I KNOW GOD WILL MAKE A WAY..... IM STILL BEHIND BUT GOD IS PROVIDING WORK, WHICH HAS HELPED ME WITH SOME OF DEPRESSION I AM BETTER OFF MENTALLY WHEN I AM BUSY AND NOT SO MUCH TIME ON MY HANDS.

WELL JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW WHERE I AM NOW.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

mary: God is good and he is watching over you...

Maryb said...

yes he is okie.

Anonymous said...

Mary,

When you have peace don't ever think it is the enemy.
It sounds like you are in a good place.
Please read 1 and 2 Peter for me..will you. It will give you much encouragement.
Bless you sister!
Chosen

Anonymous said...

PS Mary,

I will be testing you on it!!