UPDATE ON TIM

MY NEPHEW TIM WAS TRANSFERED TO A NURSING HOME TO DO REHAB. BUT NOW HIS PNUEMONIA HAS COME BACK AND SO HAS THE STAPH INFECTION. HE IS BACK IN THE HOSPITAL. HIS BODY IS ALL SWOLLEN. PLEASE KEEP HIM IN PRAYER

PRAYER REQUEST

I HAVE TO HONEST I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO PRAY MUCH, THAT IS WHY I HAVE NOT PUT UP A PRAYER THREAD IN AWHILE. I NEVER WANT TO PRETEND TO BE SOMEONE IM NOT. I HAVE BEEN STRUGGLING WITH WHAT SEEMS LIKE UNANSWERED PRAYER. AND HAVE BEEN WONDERING WHY PRAY AT ALL IT DOES NOT SEEM LIKE MY PRAYERS ARE GETTING PAST THE CEILING. WELL ANYWAY. HERE ARE SOME PRAYER REQUEST

OUR PASTORS ON THE INTERNET WHO I DEARLY LOVE

OKIE
ODEN
DAVE ROLPH
DERRELL CHASIN
TIM BURNS
RYAN COUCH
STEVE BROWN
CENTORIAN
BILL WALSEN
TONY P


EL,
CHOSEN
BMR

PLEASE REMEMBER MY NEPHEW TIM.
I AM HAVING ALOT OF BACK PAIN. SO MUCH THAT I HAVE TO HANG ON TO DOORS AND WALLS TO WALK.

OUR COUNTRY

I Need This Song Today

Puppies For Sale

I think I read this somewhere before but it is good anyway

Puppies for Sale

A farmer had some puppies he needed to sell.

He painted a sign Advertising the 20 pups. And set about nailing it to a post on the edge of his yard.

As he was driving the last nail into the post, he felt a tug on his overalls. He looked down into the eyes of a little boy. "Mister," he said, "I want to buy one of your puppies."

"Well," said the farmer, as he rubbed the sweat of the back of his neck, "These puppies come from fine parents and cost a good deal of money."

The boy dropped his head for a moment. Then reaching deep into his pocket, he pulled out a handful of change and held it up to the farmer.

"I've got thirty-nine cents. Is that enough to take a look?"

"Sure," said the farmer. And with that he let out a whistle "Here, Dolly!" he called. Out from the doghouse and down the ramp ran Dolly followed by four little balls of fur.

The little boy pressed his face against the chain link fence. His eyes danced with delight. As the dogs made their way to the fence, the little boy noticed something else stirring inside the doghouse. Slowly another little ball appeared, this one noticeably smaller. Down the ramp it slid. Then in a somewhat awkward manner, the little pup began hobbling toward the others, doing its best to catch up....

"I want that one," the little boy said, pointing to the runt.

The farmer knelt down at the boy's side and said, "Son, you don't want that puppy. He will never be able to run and play with other dogs would."

With that the little boy stepped back from the fence, reached down, and began rolling up one leg of his trousers. In doing so he revealed a steel brace running down both sides of his leg attaching itself to a specially made shoe.

Looking back up at the farmer, he said,

"You see sir, I don't run too well myself, and he will need someone who understands."

-author unknown-

JUST MY THOUGHTS

I AM SITTING HERE. TONIGHT IN THE DARKEST PLACE I HAVE EVER BEEN IN. I CAN NOT MAKE SENSE OF ANYTHING ANYMORE. I AM MY OWN WORST ENEMY SOMETIMES. BUT I JUST CAN NOT TAKE IT ANYMORE LIKE IT IS NOW. ONE FAILURE AFTER ANOTHER. NO ONE TO JUST SAY HEY LETS GO FOR COFFEE. I LOVE ALL MY CYBER FRIENDS. I HONESTLY DO. AND TIME AFTER TIME YOU HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME. I WONT DENY THAT. AM I WRONG TO WANT REAL LIVE HUMAN CONTACT I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE. I THINK THAT EMAIL AND INSTANT MESSAGEING HAS TAKEN OVER NO ONE TALKS ON THE PHONE EVEN ANYMORE EVERYTHING IS DONE ON THE COMPUTER... SO LESS AND LESS HUMAN CONTACT. AS MUCH AS I LOVE CHIP HE CAN NOT GO OUT WITH ME. IM TIRED OF FEELING LESS OF A PERSON THAN OTHER PEOPLE. IM TIRED OF BEING MADE TO FEEL LIKE A PIECE OF CRAP IN MY OWN HOME. IM TIRED OF PAYING ALL THE BILLS AND BEING IGNORED. FACE IT I AM JUST TIRED. WELL ANYWAY I WON'T GO ON AND ON BUT THIS IS WHY I HAVE NOT BEEN MAKING POST I JUST DON'T KNOW ANYMORE.

WENT TO A NEW CHURCH TODAY

I went to a New Church today. It is called Living Water Christian Fellowship it is a Calvary Chapel here in San Juan Capistrano . I was surprised and grateful to see how many people I know that go there. Several people from my old church Calvary Laguna go there so I was able to sit with people I know which really helped on the panic issue side of it.

The pastor was not there, His Father in law passed away this week. Which I found out his Father in law is John Gordy he use to be a linebacker for the Detroit Lions. way back when…. He was 73 when he died… so they were not there. but I look forward to hearing him next week.

The assistant pastor spoke, he spoke on making sure we are building our lives on a firm foundation. It was really good.

Well thank God new church and No panic attack,,,,,

Dont know if i will continue to go there but it was a really good experience.