Tuesday, May 13, 2008

SPENT THE NIGHT IN THE ER

HAD A BAD NIGHT LAST NIGHT. MAJOR DEPRESSION SET IN REALLY BAD. I WILL NOT GO INTO DETAILS HERE, BUT IT WAS A ROUGH NIGHT IN THE EMERGENCY ROOM LAST NIGHT I JUST GOT HOME NOT TO LONG AGO.

ON TOP OF DEPRESSION, PANIC SET IN BECAUSE I WAS AWAY FROM CHIP OVER NIGHT. NO ONE HERE COVERED HIM NOR TENDED TO HIM WHILE I WAS GONE.

PLEASE PRAY THERE IS SEVERAL THINGS GOING ON RIGHT NOW THAT COULD CAUSE A MAJOR UPHEVEAL IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW. THINGS I JUST DON'T NEED. IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ANY PERSON. JUST PERSONAL STUFF IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW.

CHIP AND I WILL BE AROUND TODAY.

15 comments:

el said...

Mary, got your message. I'll call you later, k? ---Praying! You keep praying too, even if they are the tiniest little prayers, like; "God, please do something!" {{{Hugs}}}

Anonymous said...

yeah call me later chip and i are going to lay down for awhile now. call me tonight after 6 or so.

Mary

Anonymous said...

Mary,

Feel better-try and get some rest tonite. A good nights sleep does wonders.

God knows your needs.
Let Him know you trust Him with the outcome of whatever it is that is stressing you. And if you don't trust right now, let Him know that too. He already knows it but loves to hear from us..

And make sure you are eating and your blood sugar is stable.


Chosen

Anonymous said...

Maryb: Jesus please make Mary well; please bless her; and bless Chip too...

Anonymous said...

Mary,

Hoping you are better...?
I am sure Chip is happy to have his mommy back!
Have a good night..

El,
Is that sushi as your icon? Or are they petit fours? For some reason I am finding sushi kind of humorous!
I guess I need to laugh tonite!

May y'all on the late shift have a swell evening (while the old lady in Florida gets some ZZZ's)

Chosen

Anonymous said...

Oh El, I enlarged it..tell me they are Turkish Delights"?!!

I just saw a box yesterday at Marshalls (do you have that store there?) and almost bought them--they are so gooey in the Narnia movie..

If they are not , ignore this post!
See how I get when I am overtired?!

Chosen

Chosen

Anonymous said...

Thanks you guys Yes Chip has not left my side all day, he was crying when I came home, he even took a nap with me, he slept on my arm while I slept. I slep light but tonight he will go back in his cage, he will be able to see me sohe will be ok, Thanks again for your prayers they are despertaly needed right now.

Maryb

el said...

Oh yes, they are indeed TURKISH DELIGHTS, my yummy-yum favorites. I especially like the rose flavored ones.

Sushi? hahahaha If you knew how much I DO NOT enjoy fish you would be more than laughing at that thought of yours.

In fact, I have often said that if I had been around at the Loaves and Fishes scene, I would have asked for two loaves and told them to "hold the fish".

God knew what he was doing by planting me somewhere that fish wasn't the staple to our diet. Praise Him for that!

el said...

Mary, if its not too late, can I call you now?

Anonymous said...

Mary,

Hope you are better today.
Mary, your testimony helped someone else to make an important decision in her life and she believed that in hearing your testimony, God spoke to her.
She needed compassion and sympathy for someone very close to her and she was convicted. I hope that cheers you up a bit.

So know that God is using your testimony for others.


El,

How funny that just a few days ago I was staring at a box of Turkish Delights! The "sugar" issue stopped me...Now if it was chocolate!!!!!

And the mask thing..Last week my daughter's mask..some strange connections God is making in our lives!

As far as sushi, I don't eat the raw stuff-too many parasites. I can tell you stories abotu that (well, maybe you wouldn't want to hear that!

Mary,

I am glad that little Chip is such a sourc of comfort in your life.
And crying? Poor thing.

Ihope todays a better day.
You know Mary this too shall pass.
It always does.

I am praying for you.

Ladies, thank you for the blessings of friendship where we can share our hearts. It is a joy in my life.

Chosen

Maryb said...

Chosen
YOu are so precious. Thank you for your friendship. El and I were just talking last night about how sweet you are.

Anonymous said...

Mary and El,

You know I have to tell you guys a story (uhm..ladies)

it just came to mind after I thought about having "pen -pals" in California being here all the way in South Florida..

When I was in elementary school (Probably 9 or so) I used to read "Archie" comic books. Maybe Mary will remember them because she is my age..I used to go through those things like crazy.

Once I got in trouble because I ordered these greeting cards (the ad was in the comic book) and this huge box came to the house and my parents were really mad and sent them back.


Another time I contacted someone from the "pen -pal" list. Do you remember that Mary? Kids would list their addresses. Well, I picked one and had written and received numerous mail from this boy (I still remember his name) Jeffery Henderson.. It was fun-we woudl talk abotu our classes and I guess stuff 9 yr old talked about. He was from the midwest-I was the New Yorker.Anyway, I was so anxious to see what he looked like so we both sent eachother class photos. Well, when I got his I was so taken aback and disappointed because I guess I had conjured up in my mind what I thought he looked like--I guess he was my first boy I ever had any friendship with at all, and he didn't "fit the bill" Big glasses-kind of bookworm type. I never mailed him back. For some reason I hadn't thought about this but I guess a confession is due.

Jeffrey Henderson, I am sorry..
I hope I didn't hurt you and I am repenting for being so fleshly....I am sure you knew it was your photo. Perhaps that was a big disappointment in your life..

I actually feel really bad about this..well, the point I guess is that "man looks at the outward appearance and God looks at the heart" ..more than I can say about myslef at 9 years old..

Sorry Jeffrey....

Chosen

Anonymous said...

Mary...

"sweet"??
I have been called many things but never that!!

Thats a great thing for me to hear.
I guess God may be doing "a new thing" in me.

PTL!

Chosen

Maryb said...

Chosen
Yes I remember the archie comic books but I never signed up on penpals.

Maybe Jeffery grew up to be Price Chaming who knows.

Anonymous said...

Mary,

RE: Jeffrey---yeah, who knows!

But it felt good repenting for that!

Chosen